Thursday, June 27, 2013
D.D. (Always that one girl)
yo Hello all. It's been a long time. (This blog post is strictly for closure purposes) As I sit here and listen to my favorite songs, trying to figure out what to do with my life..... I realized I needed to pick back up on my blog. Every day I will write about one topic that has a huge effect on my life right now. This one today is the girl he cheated with. The D.D. or Dirty Diana.
In the beginning it was nice. So nice. The honeymoon stage. The swoons and oooh's and ahhhh's. The courtesy and the honesty. Once that fades is when she strikes.
As a lot of you might be aware, I ( Photo above) moved out to Indiana to be with the guy ( I thought I was in Love With) Big mistake. I did it for my son, thought he had changed and made my move. The first few days were great. Until I got ahold of his phone.
Then the "innocent" texts started pouring in.
"Oh she just likes the same movies as me" or the "we are just friends" Makes me sick to this day. Then the "I thought we were going to go to Chicago for the weekend" text rolled around. I cried. He yelled and told me to get over it. Because of course he had done nothing wrong. They were just texts. Nothing to cry over. Until I asked her. And the truth spilled out. I had no idea about this girl. I hadn't thought this would happen to me. AGAIN. I thought he loved me. "Hell no" I thought to myself. So I did my research. I thought back to everything that didn't make sense. Why is he going to work early? why is he jumping in the shower right when he gets home late from work? Why is he home late from work? Why is there jewelry in my car? Why the hell don't I wear jewelry?!
After being sad, you get angry. I did. What did this girl look like? What did she do? What would her boyfriend say? So much going through my mind. I found her on the internet.
This impressive looking girl is what he wanted. This is D.D. to me. And I so hope she was worth everything that you lost from being with her.
I left him. And now I'm onto bigger and better things. I completely love my life now. I just needed to get this off of my chest before I implode. Now I can actually breath again.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uQ0pdge-WZk
As a lot of you might be aware, I ( Photo above) moved out to Indiana to be with the guy ( I thought I was in Love With) Big mistake. I did it for my son, thought he had changed and made my move. The first few days were great. Until I got ahold of his phone.
Then the "innocent" texts started pouring in.
"Oh she just likes the same movies as me" or the "we are just friends" Makes me sick to this day. Then the "I thought we were going to go to Chicago for the weekend" text rolled around. I cried. He yelled and told me to get over it. Because of course he had done nothing wrong. They were just texts. Nothing to cry over. Until I asked her. And the truth spilled out. I had no idea about this girl. I hadn't thought this would happen to me. AGAIN. I thought he loved me. "Hell no" I thought to myself. So I did my research. I thought back to everything that didn't make sense. Why is he going to work early? why is he jumping in the shower right when he gets home late from work? Why is he home late from work? Why is there jewelry in my car? Why the hell don't I wear jewelry?!
After being sad, you get angry. I did. What did this girl look like? What did she do? What would her boyfriend say? So much going through my mind. I found her on the internet.
This impressive looking girl is what he wanted. This is D.D. to me. And I so hope she was worth everything that you lost from being with her.
I left him. And now I'm onto bigger and better things. I completely love my life now. I just needed to get this off of my chest before I implode. Now I can actually breath again.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uQ0pdge-WZk
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