Fulfillment

Hey all, today I thought was going to be an incredibly crummy day. I went home from work sicker than a dog, and my little guy had so much energy I didn't think I would know what to do with. I missed gym day today because I just didn't have the strength (or the stomach) to do anything. Frustrating. But today, Mr. wonderful made it all better. I know he won't read this and it's okay, but I just want to give a silent thank you for being so sweet to me when I need it. And I surely needed it today. I didn't know someone could make me feel so beautiful while being so yucky looking.  And to top it off, bought me the kicks i've been wanting for a million years? Ugh. I think I may be in heaven.

I just feel fulfilled. And full from my chai. Christmas in a cup no doubt. Over and out

Damn she Fine! Damn she Fine!

Hey all! Damn am I feeling good or what? It's funny when you take out the trash, that part of your house doesn't leave an unsettling smell there anymore. Same goes for life. I don't think i've felt this good in a long time. I'm killing it at the gym. Getting gains, and my current weight is at 149? Down ten pounds baby, and I look freakin fine! Ever have those moments where you stare at the mirror and say "wow, that is me?" Had that moment today.

I started talking to someone new. He's super gorgeous, has his life together and has ambitions. Talk about an upgrade. I don't think i've ever laughed as hard or as genuine as I do with him. I can't wait til the weekend to finally meet up! Ugh i'm so excited! For now I just have to sit here like a girl finally going out on a first date. How lame. But I don't care! I'm excited ha  

I think all in all, I'm finally starting to feel unstoppable again. I wasted a few good months of my life but i'm back on track. And I can't wait to see where life takes me!