Special

You know that feeling you get, when everything is going right? The what if something happens and ruins it all? I had that a few days ago. It hit me like a giant brick. In the moment I was scared, and sick about my future. For one small moment, I died inside. But then I realized, everything it's going great. And I formulated a way to keep it that way. Here are my steps:
1. Continue to get enough sleep. I can't describe how much a body needs it. I wasted so much time the last few months not getting any sleep, and in a way it made me depressed. I feel more energy now, and the term"beauty sleep" has done me good. My weight it's falling off faster, my mind is refreshed,I don't feel tired down and I swear my skin looks better.
2. Don't let people tell you who to be. I suffered enough with this one. I am me. If you don't like it, leave. I don't need to be stuck to my phone or my Facebook. I'll continue to be off the record. It preserves my me ness so to speak.
3. Continue to love god. This is the greatest love I have known, and it makes me stronger every day.
4. Continue dating. I've met so many great guys recently. Why stick with one when I can see what many are about. It's also great for networking, and my self confidence is through the roof! Thanks guys!
4. Continue exercising and eating right. If I want to snag Mr r right I gotta look great and feel great about myself. I have to preserve myself.
I will probably edit this periodically but I don't have time right now. I'm getting ready to go on a date to a hip hop class! How exciting! I haven't done that since I got out of high school.
to all our leisure's in life, don't take them for granted. Good has special things in store for us. Don't waste it.

random nothingness

today I feel like the most beautiful person in the world. I've been feeling refreshed lately, getting gym time regularly, and don't feel tired down. I have the world at my feet, fresh air to breathe and I'm loving dry minute of it. I think the world can see it too. I've never received so many compliments before in my life. I must be doing something right. Thank you god for a great life! And feeling the love people have showered on me lately. Let it keep coming. Thank god for Myke. For making a bad day turn into a blessing :)